So Close

I'm killing maself feeling maself everyday um in love with u
Buh baby it's just the trust issue
flavoured colour jolly juice
simple Love's men I refuse
cuz umma lover,I hate play
I could be bidding with that clay
than to waste time loving the unlovings
so till ma hairs, turn gray
I'mma persist in way,I use to resist all that fake
love is pain n um in ur cage
and all the wars that can be waged against the heart
Day is bright,moments are right
Even the nights wish to b with the stars
so I ain't faking,love u 4 real
what for u I ain't taking, all r clear
Some are thriller,Buh ain't forever
Target spotted I'm the sniper
Desperate lovers I'm Mr Never
I'll fill ma pocket than to search for heart
YHS we can spark
relationship that can last
like the end of time
I take enough before I draw a line
So till that girl gone be mine
I'mma focus n I'mma stay real
Problems in it I stay still
Over of everything kills
man I love myself n damn shit
VERSE2
I'm pretending that I ain't got love Buh I tell u its a lie
if I tell u wat I'm tru u b surprised
I need ur heart to feel alright
My dead emotions is alive,I think with u I'll survive
They think am crazy Buh ain't crazy
And I know ma favorites
Buh I multiply myself,always getting on ma nerves
I feel like I'm walking on the ocean
Cus the way u play with my emotions
For ur heart I don't need a portion
I need a whole
sometimes babe I feel so close
simply come over,From the bottom we rose,n I know we going far
You just pose in fav style
cuz You're so close to ur King
and um so close to my Queen
Clean n smooth tag ya skin
Spending mill dollar on ya ring
Nobody can take u out
Confessions I say it loud
And,I don't wanna waste my time on
So I speak on this damn song
I want the journey quite long
I'm semi-lover n I'm gone
as soon as I'm concerned
um all in,U understand?
I salute n obey commands
I've been around for a time,I wanna feel alright